0430am-0630am
CTG reading result xbagus..2nd twin's heart beat mendatar jer..so nurse kt kena tunggu doc pakar dtg n wait 4 their decision..mommy dh rs xsbg hati dh...solat subuh n doa biarla dipermudahkn segalanya..Ya Allah,selamatkanlah kami bertiga..
0700am-0730am
b1st pagi ni mommy xde slera la...tp force gak mkn cz takut nnt ank2 mommt lapar..room mate siap bg lg extra suh mommy mkn..huhu dorg sume baik..heart u la fizi n kak irma!
0745am-0830am
doc pakar dh start round wt check-up..dlm blk tu mommy org 1st..doc tgk result graf CTG pg td..doc tanya mcm2..how's d babies nyer movement?cm biase or rs kurang gerak..huh..mommy pn sometimes confuse..cz baby de 2 kn..but i realise yg d baby on my left side ni xkick mommy this morning..thn doc discuss ngn another doc...last skali thy decide tht we hv to make en emegency operation tht afternoon..doc tanya whn last mommy mkn n i said this morning..doc trus suh puasa..n she told me we gonna make d operation around 2-3pm..
0900am-1100am
1st mommy call abi dulu..abi ckp pg tu pn dier rs cm xde mood nk p keje..patut la..nk jmper rayyan n rifqi dh yer..hikhik..thn mommy call wan n tok babah..bagi tau n minta maaf semua..ye la..kita nk operate ni antara hidup n mati kn..sebut mati tu Sunat..n minta dorg doakn utk kami bertiga..lps2 tu bykla call masuk..from paklong,mkyang n maklong...semua pn call wish me luck n suruh istighfar n selawat byk2...InsyaAllah...byk lg jer org call but mommy cm rs xnk jwb..nk tenangkn fikiran la katakn..hihi
1115am-1230pm
abi dh smpai...teman mommy kt wad semntara tunggu nk operate..thn kt bc yassin same2..alhamdulillah rs tenang blk mommy..thn nurse panggil utk wt shavering..hikhik..cm malula plk org lain nk kena shave kn kt..theeee...thanx nurse!!mommy pn xingt name nurse tu..tp muka dier ingt jer..thn mommy dok lepak lg ngn abi..borak2 tenangkn fikiran..thn lunch smpai tp mommy xleh mkn cz dh kena puasa..mommy pn blh plk lupe suh dorg tinggalkn..kn abi pn blh mkn kn..cian abi..lapar dier..tp abi pn cm xde slera nk mkn..risau kn..mommy,rayyan n rifqi sayang abi!!!
1300pm-1330pm
doc dtg suh mommy sign surat kebenaran...n doc masukkan jarum utk nnt nk masukkan drip nnt..auch!mommy mmg xsuka jarum..nsb la urat senang nk jmper..trus jer masuk..alhamdulillah Allah permudahkn segalanya...pas2 mommy solat zuhur dl..abi pn samer..
1400pm-1415pm
lg skali nurse p'gil masuk dlm bilik blakang..kali ni dorg nk kena masukkn tube utk urine..cz after d operation of cz mommy xblh nk ke toilet dl kn..erm this process hurt..adoiyai..blh plk mula2 nurse ingt dh salah masuk lubang..kluarkn n masukkn semula..actually mmg dh betul dh!!xpasal kena rs skt 2times..haish...
1415pm-1500pm
lepas jer kena masuk tube td h.a dr operation theatre dh tunggu nk bw mommy masuk..ha..cpt nyer?dorg trus suh mommy baring atas katil tu nk sorong p sana.."eh,saya blm jumper hubby saya..." thn nurse kt xpe sy p bg tau hubby awk jp.thn she came back kt abi dh xde kt bilik..ala..xkn xjmpe abi b4 BIG thingi cm ni kn..mommy dh cuak..nsb la org yg nk tolak mommy tu baik sgt..dier tlg cr kn abi..rupenyer abi dh tunggu kt luar cz nnt nk jlnn same2 time mommy kena tolak ke O.T nnt..laju gak dorg tolak...abi senyum je along d way smbil pegang tangan mommy..i knw he smile 2 calm me..n i know he's scared too..smpai kt O.T de dua2 staf nurse pegang borang n tanya few questions kt mommy..thn i was asked to sign de form la..thn they said it's time dh nk masuk dlm n gv us chance to say our last words..sayu sgt waktu tu..mommy pn xtau nk ckp pe..just ckp I Love U je kt abi..abi pn same n dier senyum jer..thn dorg tolak mommy masuk n mommy just wave at abi smpai dh xnmpak each other..takutnyer!!i can see all d lights along d way..sejuk sgt kt dlm ni..mommy yg t'lebih sejuk ke xtaula..thn mommy jmper ngn doc bius..she explain 2me evrytin..n she added,normally org bdn bsr ssh sket nk bius kt spinal tp tu bhgn msg2 kn..Alhamdulillah semua nyer di permudahkn...dgn skali cube jer dorg dh brjaya buse kn mommy..thn mommy kena baring dh..doc tanya can u feel anytin?mmg xde rs pe pn dh..berjaya..yeay!!
1501pm-1601pm
maka bermulalah operasi ke atas mommy..erm mcm rs jer de sumtin yg lalu atas my skin time doc toreh my tummy tu...or maybe just perasaan mommy kot..doc tanya puan ok??ok jer la jwb nyer kn...pas2 mommy cm rs ngntok sesgt..siap tanya doc buse tu..can i sleep??thn she said ok jer anytin she'll kejutkn..theeehehehe..rs nyer lelap la dlm few mnts..thn tejg ble dgr sumtin..n dorg pn cm panic..uik??wht's going on??time tgh kecoh2 tu nsb baik i xjatuh..cz kaki xrase pape kn..tbe2 je cm meleret nk tegolek ke bwh..huish...bahaya gler!!! tp alhamdulillah xde pape..thn i dgr dorg ckp.."1st twin out..1514..."thn mommy dgr my baby cry...trus mommy pn nanges..yeah..2la tangisan kesyukuran..selang seminit.."2nd twin out..1515..."lg lebat la air mata ni..alhamdulillah 2je yg byk kali kluar frm my mouth..sgt syukur as evrytin di permudahkan..alhamdulillah..syukur pd mu ya Allah...thn tbe la time utk "jahit time"..bukan rs pn kn..tp lame gak rupenyer this process..meanwhile dorg brsih2 kn my babies...thn thy bring d 1st twin - rayyan to me.."ok,ths is ur 1st twin..c..it's a boy ya puan..ok..kiss ur mommy.."alahai best nyer rs..chumell nyer ank mommy...ehehehe..thn same 4 d 2nd twin..both my babies sgt la cute..suka3...thn doc bg tau yg d 2nd twin kena dok dlm N.I.C.U for few days...sebak la mommy rs time tu..but thre's good news!!both of my boys no need 2be in d incubator..alhamdulillah...
1601pm-1620pm
dh settle jahit n ble dh stable dorg push mommy 2 d ruang menunggu b4 dihntar ke wad...after d operation bdn nie jd sejuk sgt..i was shivvering like mad!!thn ckp kt nurse tu..saya sejuk sgt ni..thn dorg letak satu blanket merangkap heater kt bdn mommy..barula lega sket..my twinnies were place at d station beside me..cm nmpk dorg frm jauh jer..both thm kena letak bwh lampu kuning cm utk warm thm..thn de one nurse bring rayyan to me to let me practise breastfeed...xberjaya..he cm blm pndai nk isap..huhu..thn try wth rifqi plk..he's good tp mulut plk kecik cm xblh nk isap..cian both ank2 mommy..xpe2 nnt kt trus kn usaha utk blajar isap kay boys..thn d babies di bawa ke N.I.C.U utk check-up n mommy ditolak ke wad..time kluar dr OT,mommy tgk abi xde thn nurse ckp abi p ikut d twins..utk Azan n Iqamat kn dorg...
1620pm-7.00pm
smpai kt wad dlm bilik tu br de sorg jer mommy n her baby..thn dorg dh pndhln mommy ke katil wad..adoi..rs la skt cm terentak..tp ok lg..thn de 2nurse nk kena 2ka mattress cover..byk drh so kenala 2ka..thn abi pn dtg..mommy salam n cium tgn abi thn abi cium mommy..cm terharu plk tht time..hikhik..abi dh siap2 blkn air milo 4mommy cz tau mst la mommy sgt lapar..thanx hubby!!love u..thn abi crite la rayyan ade kt nursery luar but rifqi still kena stay dkt dlm N.I.C.U cz kadar gula dlm bdn rifqi rndah..cian ank mommy..kenala mommy tunggu to spend time wth both thm...kul6 lps tu mommy dh blh mkn..abi pn suap wth food yg provided...pas2 dh xblh nk stay..so mommy pn kenala rehat n tunggu abi dtg d next day..
* i was thn discharcged on d 3rd day after doc cnfirm evrytin is okay..my jahitan alhamdulillah dh kering n doc kt..
"ha..cantekk.."hikhik..thn doc pn ckp rayyan pn dh blh blk..alhamdulillah...pas2 mommy dpt call frm umi lis yg keje kt wad sebelah tht rifqi pn dh blh discharged 2day..alhamdulillah..Allah permudahkn segalanya...
CTG reading result xbagus..2nd twin's heart beat mendatar jer..so nurse kt kena tunggu doc pakar dtg n wait 4 their decision..mommy dh rs xsbg hati dh...solat subuh n doa biarla dipermudahkn segalanya..Ya Allah,selamatkanlah kami bertiga..
0700am-0730am
b1st pagi ni mommy xde slera la...tp force gak mkn cz takut nnt ank2 mommt lapar..room mate siap bg lg extra suh mommy mkn..huhu dorg sume baik..heart u la fizi n kak irma!
0745am-0830am
doc pakar dh start round wt check-up..dlm blk tu mommy org 1st..doc tgk result graf CTG pg td..doc tanya mcm2..how's d babies nyer movement?cm biase or rs kurang gerak..huh..mommy pn sometimes confuse..cz baby de 2 kn..but i realise yg d baby on my left side ni xkick mommy this morning..thn doc discuss ngn another doc...last skali thy decide tht we hv to make en emegency operation tht afternoon..doc tanya whn last mommy mkn n i said this morning..doc trus suh puasa..n she told me we gonna make d operation around 2-3pm..
0900am-1100am
1st mommy call abi dulu..abi ckp pg tu pn dier rs cm xde mood nk p keje..patut la..nk jmper rayyan n rifqi dh yer..hikhik..thn mommy call wan n tok babah..bagi tau n minta maaf semua..ye la..kita nk operate ni antara hidup n mati kn..sebut mati tu Sunat..n minta dorg doakn utk kami bertiga..lps2 tu bykla call masuk..from paklong,mkyang n maklong...semua pn call wish me luck n suruh istighfar n selawat byk2...InsyaAllah...byk lg jer org call but mommy cm rs xnk jwb..nk tenangkn fikiran la katakn..hihi
1115am-1230pm
abi dh smpai...teman mommy kt wad semntara tunggu nk operate..thn kt bc yassin same2..alhamdulillah rs tenang blk mommy..thn nurse panggil utk wt shavering..hikhik..cm malula plk org lain nk kena shave kn kt..theeee...thanx nurse!!mommy pn xingt name nurse tu..tp muka dier ingt jer..thn mommy dok lepak lg ngn abi..borak2 tenangkn fikiran..thn lunch smpai tp mommy xleh mkn cz dh kena puasa..mommy pn blh plk lupe suh dorg tinggalkn..kn abi pn blh mkn kn..cian abi..lapar dier..tp abi pn cm xde slera nk mkn..risau kn..mommy,rayyan n rifqi sayang abi!!!
1300pm-1330pm
doc dtg suh mommy sign surat kebenaran...n doc masukkan jarum utk nnt nk masukkan drip nnt..auch!mommy mmg xsuka jarum..nsb la urat senang nk jmper..trus jer masuk..alhamdulillah Allah permudahkn segalanya...pas2 mommy solat zuhur dl..abi pn samer..
1400pm-1415pm
lg skali nurse p'gil masuk dlm bilik blakang..kali ni dorg nk kena masukkn tube utk urine..cz after d operation of cz mommy xblh nk ke toilet dl kn..erm this process hurt..adoiyai..blh plk mula2 nurse ingt dh salah masuk lubang..kluarkn n masukkn semula..actually mmg dh betul dh!!xpasal kena rs skt 2times..haish...
1415pm-1500pm
lepas jer kena masuk tube td h.a dr operation theatre dh tunggu nk bw mommy masuk..ha..cpt nyer?dorg trus suh mommy baring atas katil tu nk sorong p sana.."eh,saya blm jumper hubby saya..." thn nurse kt xpe sy p bg tau hubby awk jp.thn she came back kt abi dh xde kt bilik..ala..xkn xjmpe abi b4 BIG thingi cm ni kn..mommy dh cuak..nsb la org yg nk tolak mommy tu baik sgt..dier tlg cr kn abi..rupenyer abi dh tunggu kt luar cz nnt nk jlnn same2 time mommy kena tolak ke O.T nnt..laju gak dorg tolak...abi senyum je along d way smbil pegang tangan mommy..i knw he smile 2 calm me..n i know he's scared too..smpai kt O.T de dua2 staf nurse pegang borang n tanya few questions kt mommy..thn i was asked to sign de form la..thn they said it's time dh nk masuk dlm n gv us chance to say our last words..sayu sgt waktu tu..mommy pn xtau nk ckp pe..just ckp I Love U je kt abi..abi pn same n dier senyum jer..thn dorg tolak mommy masuk n mommy just wave at abi smpai dh xnmpak each other..takutnyer!!i can see all d lights along d way..sejuk sgt kt dlm ni..mommy yg t'lebih sejuk ke xtaula..thn mommy jmper ngn doc bius..she explain 2me evrytin..n she added,normally org bdn bsr ssh sket nk bius kt spinal tp tu bhgn msg2 kn..Alhamdulillah semua nyer di permudahkn...dgn skali cube jer dorg dh brjaya buse kn mommy..thn mommy kena baring dh..doc tanya can u feel anytin?mmg xde rs pe pn dh..berjaya..yeay!!
1501pm-1601pm
maka bermulalah operasi ke atas mommy..erm mcm rs jer de sumtin yg lalu atas my skin time doc toreh my tummy tu...or maybe just perasaan mommy kot..doc tanya puan ok??ok jer la jwb nyer kn...pas2 mommy cm rs ngntok sesgt..siap tanya doc buse tu..can i sleep??thn she said ok jer anytin she'll kejutkn..theeehehehe..rs nyer lelap la dlm few mnts..thn tejg ble dgr sumtin..n dorg pn cm panic..uik??wht's going on??time tgh kecoh2 tu nsb baik i xjatuh..cz kaki xrase pape kn..tbe2 je cm meleret nk tegolek ke bwh..huish...bahaya gler!!! tp alhamdulillah xde pape..thn i dgr dorg ckp.."1st twin out..1514..."thn mommy dgr my baby cry...trus mommy pn nanges..yeah..2la tangisan kesyukuran..selang seminit.."2nd twin out..1515..."lg lebat la air mata ni..alhamdulillah 2je yg byk kali kluar frm my mouth..sgt syukur as evrytin di permudahkan..alhamdulillah..syukur pd mu ya Allah...thn tbe la time utk "jahit time"..bukan rs pn kn..tp lame gak rupenyer this process..meanwhile dorg brsih2 kn my babies...thn thy bring d 1st twin - rayyan to me.."ok,ths is ur 1st twin..c..it's a boy ya puan..ok..kiss ur mommy.."alahai best nyer rs..chumell nyer ank mommy...ehehehe..thn same 4 d 2nd twin..both my babies sgt la cute..suka3...thn doc bg tau yg d 2nd twin kena dok dlm N.I.C.U for few days...sebak la mommy rs time tu..but thre's good news!!both of my boys no need 2be in d incubator..alhamdulillah...
1601pm-1620pm
dh settle jahit n ble dh stable dorg push mommy 2 d ruang menunggu b4 dihntar ke wad...after d operation bdn nie jd sejuk sgt..i was shivvering like mad!!thn ckp kt nurse tu..saya sejuk sgt ni..thn dorg letak satu blanket merangkap heater kt bdn mommy..barula lega sket..my twinnies were place at d station beside me..cm nmpk dorg frm jauh jer..both thm kena letak bwh lampu kuning cm utk warm thm..thn de one nurse bring rayyan to me to let me practise breastfeed...xberjaya..he cm blm pndai nk isap..huhu..thn try wth rifqi plk..he's good tp mulut plk kecik cm xblh nk isap..cian both ank2 mommy..xpe2 nnt kt trus kn usaha utk blajar isap kay boys..thn d babies di bawa ke N.I.C.U utk check-up n mommy ditolak ke wad..time kluar dr OT,mommy tgk abi xde thn nurse ckp abi p ikut d twins..utk Azan n Iqamat kn dorg...
1620pm-7.00pm
smpai kt wad dlm bilik tu br de sorg jer mommy n her baby..thn dorg dh pndhln mommy ke katil wad..adoi..rs la skt cm terentak..tp ok lg..thn de 2nurse nk kena 2ka mattress cover..byk drh so kenala 2ka..thn abi pn dtg..mommy salam n cium tgn abi thn abi cium mommy..cm terharu plk tht time..hikhik..abi dh siap2 blkn air milo 4mommy cz tau mst la mommy sgt lapar..thanx hubby!!love u..thn abi crite la rayyan ade kt nursery luar but rifqi still kena stay dkt dlm N.I.C.U cz kadar gula dlm bdn rifqi rndah..cian ank mommy..kenala mommy tunggu to spend time wth both thm...kul6 lps tu mommy dh blh mkn..abi pn suap wth food yg provided...pas2 dh xblh nk stay..so mommy pn kenala rehat n tunggu abi dtg d next day..
* i was thn discharcged on d 3rd day after doc cnfirm evrytin is okay..my jahitan alhamdulillah dh kering n doc kt..
"ha..cantekk.."hikhik..thn doc pn ckp rayyan pn dh blh blk..alhamdulillah...pas2 mommy dpt call frm umi lis yg keje kt wad sebelah tht rifqi pn dh blh discharged 2day..alhamdulillah..Allah permudahkn segalanya...
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