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Monday, November 2, 2009

mommy takut...

today as usual mommy n abi p wt monthly check-up kt our private doc..tp kali ni sgt la xbest...semuanya cerita sedehh..n makes mommy risau sgt2!!!2day since morning pn mmg mommy asyik rs xsdp hati..
since dh 30 weeks preggy doc mmg check byk bndala especially for mommy yg carry twins like me kn..as usual doc akan ukur baby n from there dptla estimation brt baby kn..normally my babies nyer weight difference xbyk...just around 100-150gram difference...but at this time suddenly d 1st twin nyer weight dh 300+gram more thn d 2nd twin.doc said this is not good.really2 not good...ya Allah risaunye mommy time tu..in my mind dh start la pk yg bukan2...
b4 this mommy xpenah crite kn tht i'm carrying identicle twin so they r sharing d same womb.so evrytin have 2 be shared..food from mommy n all d nutritions.i did ask d doc is there anytin or any pills i should take?he said tht it's very simple..d only way is to pujuk my twinnies 2 share..talk 2thm evryday...mmg slalu pn mommy talk to my twinnies n insyaAllah i'll try my very best..
ble dh pk mcm2, so a lot of question la yg kluar frm my mouth kn..n as 4me d scarriest question will be "what's d worst can happen??" doc ckp if this continue, i might loose my 2nd twin..ya Allah..rs cm gugur jntung dgr doc ckp cm2..xkn seteruk itu??n he added tht if d 1st twin pn telebih dpt nutrition, it will dangerous 4him too...
Ya Allah..selamatkanlah anak2ku...thn doc kt lg..worst come 2 worst we hv to out d baby early..so babies will be prime babies..thn d doc ask me 2take DECAN injection..this is utk matangkn paru2 baby so tht if dorg kena lahir awal pn paru2 dorg dh ready...kena amik 3doses trus..mlm ni amik 2doses n 2morrow amik another dos...mommy ckp ngn doc, anytin best 4my babies doc..brape byk injections pn mommy xkesah...
d 2doses mmgla skt, rs cm perit sgt ms masuk tu..but mommy kuatkn semangat 4my heroes..
blk rumah tu mommy asyik nanges jer...rs cm xsng ati la sgt..mula la otak ni nk pk yg bukan2...thn abi tenangkn mommy n ajak same2 smbahyang hajat...doa byk2,minta Allah lindungi our heroes...