Rayyan n Rifqi skt...

how sad momy whn my Rayyan n Rifqi start to sakit2 again...cian tgk dorg layu jer n xlarat nk main...this past 2weeks my twins ni asyik bergilir sakit...haish..mengeluh momy kadang2..it's not tht momy xleh trime yg dorg sakit but just xsmpai hati tgk d boys in tht condition...wht makes momy more sedey whn people around us dok ckp.."aik,skt lg??"...wht is all tht about?do u have to really say tht?ur ank xpenak sakit ape??hurm lantakla dorg..ape yg important 2me is my babies..

sumtimes momy dok pk..y dorg ni sakit2 ye??is it cz of thy were born premeture?tp ble tgk ank org lain yg born premeture xdela plk kn..mungkin jugak Allah nk duga momy n abi kn..yer la,Allah nk bg ujian utk setiap org dgn cara yg berbeza..n momy redha dgn semua ketentuanNya..n momy bersyukur Alhamdulillah cz Allah masih bg rezeki dan kesihatan yg baik utk momy n abi dpt besarkn our Rayyan n Rifqi..

to my dearie Rayyan n Rifqi...

momy n abi really love u both..so ank2 momy kena kuat yer..pasni insyaAllah momy n abi akan usaha utk lebih berjaga in evry ways..insyaAllah..n jgn sembur ubt yg momy n abi suap yer nak...nnt lmbat sihat...

my twinnies yg sgt active ble xsaket...:))

clap clap clap!!!

wah2...cm terror jer dh nk stand on his own..;))

my ikky is admitted...

this is a sad entry bout my ikky..huhu..sedey nyer momy ble ingt kena lalui semua ni..last week we went back to peejay..b4 blk ke peejay there's so many plans in my mind..nk ke sana sini wth hubby n d two tecik...just name all d shopping mall n tmpat best sume ktorg nk g ble blk nnt..
nk dimulakan cerita..rayyan start demam last sunday..n trus jangkit ke rifqi..thn both thm cm dh nk recover so mommy pn decide to blk gak peejay on tuesday..dlm hati ingtkn maybe d twins nk perubahan tempat n angin kot...huhu..tht nite rayyan dh mula active but rifqi still not doing good..temp agaj high wth cough n flue..but still la nk main sket2..so mommy kt ok kot biasela..bdk nk beralih bulan kn..nk besyar ank2 momy nie..positive is always in my mind..lgpn momy cm confident as b4 we gerak frm jaybee we did see d doc n she say evrytin ok jer just if x kebah demam by friday thn kena dtg n amik darah..tht time ignore jer..coz to me..my boys sure strong kn...thn on wednsday both r ok..so momy feels hepy dh la n decide d next day nk p jln2 kt ikano..
on thursday as momy plan we all nk g jln2 la ke ikea,ikano n curve d tiga serangkai..hehehe..tp dlm hati cm xsedap coz today rifqi cm so senyap..batuk still ader so momy ckp dkt abi lets bring thm to Dr.Khoo Clinic my paeds dr kecik lg..so we went there..abi dh siap bwk d twins nyer brg2 coz nk g jln kn...
at d clinic...jmpe n tnjuk jer rifqi dr.Khoo dh wt muka berkerut..aik knape ni?thn doc suh angkat baju rifqi..thn he geleng2 kpala..trus tanya i.."which hospital u want to refer him to?"...i was like "what??..wait doc..explain 2me.." dr.Khoo thn explain n said tht he suspected tht rifqi dh kena broncitis..thn he wrote d letter n ask us straight away to d hospital...
start at tht point momy dh xstop nanges dh...mcm2 ader dlm kpala ni..n dlm hati sntiasa ckp..ya Allah selamatkanlah anakku ya Allah...kami trus ke emegency room di U.M.M.C..momy jer masuk dl..abi kena p park d car wth rayyan...masuk jer tnjuk surat n nurse trus panggil doc..n kami masuk dlm d E.R..trus la rifqi dipasang dgn all kinds of wyres...sayu jer hati momy tgk rifqi cm2..rifqi pn nanges jer..msti xslesa..after thy've done d x-ray n rifqi still crying..doc bg momy pegang rifqi to cmfort him..
doc thn explain to momy.. "ur baby need to be admitted..we suspect tht he's infected by virus in his lung.." sedeynyer momy dgr..xsangka blh jd cmni..cm nk marah diri pn ader..momy xjg dorg dgn cukup baik kot..:(( dgn hati yg sayu we all dihntar ke wad kanak2 U.M.M.C.. smpai di wad another doc took over n amik darah..kesian tgk rifqi..dh td ssh nk jmpe urat...naik biru dh tgn ank momy ni..:((
dh settle semua...rifqi pn dh penat..doc masukkn 2dose antibiotic...n she explained tht ubt for d virus is antibiotic...n kena complete d antibiotic for 5days..i ckp buatla ape pn doc yg pntg my baby sihat..mengalir lg air mata momy...:((
after discussed wth abi..thn we decide momy dok hosp dgn rifqi n abi blk umah wan..takut nnt rayyan plak blh jangkit...dkt nk time buka bi dtg n berbuka dgn momy..rayyan dok kt umah wan..xpe ramai yg ader blh jg rayyan..so momy xrisau sgt..summore my aiyen is a survivor..thn mlm abi pn blk n momy temankn ikky dkt wad...ssh nk lena..risau n kesian tgk rifqi...
alhamdulillah...after d 2nd day ptg tu ikky dh start active blk..sng hati momy...doc mmg sah kn yg ikky dh kena "Pneumonia" coz ade few white dots dlm both paru2 rifqi...he said not to worry..complete d antibiotics n at d same time they start giving d "nabulizer" evry 6hours...insyaAllah evrytin will be ok...byk2 doa...selamatkn Rifqi ya Allah..amin...
after 6 days..ikky dh blh kluar frm hospital...dh makin active n asyik berguling jer..sronok nk main semula...tp momy plk dh demam..huhu..mungkin penat dok hosp kot..xpe la..itula pengorbanan momy utk anak2 kn..tp 2mlm last abi amik alih jg dkt hospital cz momy dh xlarat sgt n takut blh jangkit pd rifqi yg dh nk sihat tu kan...so here r some pict time ikky dkt hospital...sedey ble ingt2 semula tp i'm hepy coz my ikky is ok now..alhamdulillah...

ikky day one..:((

still xlarat..cian ikky momy...:((

"nabulizer" time..mnjeritla tecik momy ni...

active dh..alhamdulillah...

nk dukung...

get well soon...

abi yg poyo..:P

book n toys nk teman ikky...:))

oxygen...evry 4hours...

4th day...n pas2 no more wyres...yeay!!!

batuk teruk...

alahai...cian nyer anak2 momy...dh batuk la plk...erm..i have 2 admit tht since my twinnies msuk nursery ni dorg sgt sng jangkit wth batuk n flue...mmg la xsmpai hati tgk baby yg blm tau nk blow d flue off kn..so as momy ni i dont mind at all nk sedutkn frm my babies nyer nose..tp still dorg xslesa kn...

so last weekend tht happen..wan,tok babah,makyang,mak usu mymi n kak anis dtg cni cz de cuti pnjang kn...but baby plk unwell..b4 dorg dtg pn d twinnies dh start batuk n flue...but it become worst..this time bunyi batuk wth kahak skali..kesian Rifqi..tempreture pn naik n fever la jd nyer..cian la ank momy ni..br la nk main2 ngn tok babah n wan kn..so mlm tu we letak 'bye2 fever' dkt Rifqi...tdo je la ank momy ni..but batuk kuat n flue they become xslesa...

d next day whn wan n tok babah left n blk peejay we decided 2bring thm to d UTM panel clinic..ramai yg ckp thy r good cz mmg ramai yg ke sana kn..n ni la yg sedey nyer..4 d 1st time my twinnies kena pakai d oxygen mask utk masuk kn ubt nk cairkn kahak..ala sedey nyer momy tgk...but surprise2..they dont cry at all..Rayyan even smile all d way..hehehe..both my twinnies..strong2 babies...heart u so much la cayang!!!

so doc ckp they have 2change their milk to free lactose base milk..erm ok la..anytin as long as d twinnies sihat kn...to my dear Rayyan n Rifqi..momy n abi tau tht both u mmg strong babies since dlm pewot mommy lg...mcm2 doc ckp itu n ini but ape2 pn kt blk pd ini semua kuasa Allah kn..insyaAllah ank2 momy will be fine..Amin...

Rifqi dh xlarat...tp kuat gak nk main tu..

look at Rayyan..steady jer ank mommy ni!!

Rayyan in his la..la..land...