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2weeks...

Parenting and Behavioral

Hold, cuddle, talk to, sing to and rock your baby as much as you can. A lot of your infant's development depends on his or her interaction with you. Every touch stimulates the baby's brain.

Recognize the fact that parents can not always console their baby. Expect this. Of course, always check your baby when he or she seems uncomfortable, to make sure the infant is not too hot, too cold, hungry, wet or needs to burp. Give your child the benefit of the doubt and do not worry about "spoiling."

Try to spend time nurturing your baby when the infant is quiet, happy and alert, instead of waiting for him or her to cry and fuss for attention.

Parents should make sure they get adequate rest. Take the phone off the hook and nap when the baby naps. Encourage dad and other family members to help care for the infant. Keep in contact with friends and relatives. Go for a daily walk with the baby for fresh air.

Development

• Begins to recognize family voices and makes small "throaty" noises.
  
• Recognizes sounds by blinking, crying or showing the startle reflex (arms and legs move away from the body equally).
  
• Blinks at bright light and may begin to follow, but eyes often do not focus together.
  
• Watch for the first smile ... truly a milestone. It is the earliest sign of mental growth ... the first thing your baby can do on his or her own! (Usually not seen until 2-3 months).
  
• Lifts head briefly when lying on his or her stomach.

Majlis Tahniq & Aqiqah...

entry kali ni mommy nk citer psl Majlis Aqiqah n Tahniq for Rayyan n Rifqi...majlis Aqiqah n Tahniq ni is full sponsored by our beLOVEed atok aji...time kacih tok aji..mjlis ni kt wt dkt Masjid Tmn U skali dgn smbutan Awal Muharam..ramai yg tau psl Aqiqah kn..Aqiqah ni hukumnye Sunat Muaqad..so utk baby boy kenala wt Aqiqah 2ekor kambing or 2bhgian lembu..psl baby mommy ni de dua..atok aji decide trus sekor lembu..balance 3bhgn r for naufal,nuqman n husna their cousins...

so ms mjlis tu l'sung mommy kt umah wth maklong n makusu...xkn dlm pntang mommy nk bejalan kn..hehe...d twins mst la kena ader kt saner kn..klo xcmno la plk...so nk citer skt psl Tahniq..ni kr nye dlm kt lain is mjlis belah mulut kt or tua2...d baby akan disuapkn dgn kurma yg dh dikunyah oleh Ustaz or anyone la org alim ker..supaya dpt baraqah dan insyaAllah blh dicontohi mereka bile dewasa nnt...
selain tu adela bacaan doa2 n ayat2 sepnjang mjlis tu...so mlm tu semuanya bejalan lncar..alhamdulillah..rayyan n rifqi pn xwt hal meragam...pndai ank2 mommy ek..tetamu2 yg dtg kt mjlis tu dihidangkn dgn ns beryani+ayam merah+dgg lmbu (yg dikorbankn itu)msk kari pekat+dalca...wah sdp2...thn de tulang tu di masakkn sup..ha yg lauk sup 2je mommy blh mkn...huhu mklumla kn dlm pntg kn...so ni la gmbr2 time mjlis tu...enjoy ya...


*owh lupe nk bg tau..wan,tok babah,makyang,mymi n kak anis de dtg trn jb..nk jmpe rayyan n rifqi yg utamanya n nk join mjlis tu la kn..hikhik...

mommy's twinnies tgh tdo..tunggu nk di tahniq...

Niyaz Al Rayyan Bin Muhamad Azan

Niyaz Al Rifqi Bin Muhamad Azan

d jurney...

0430am-0630am
CTG reading result xbagus..2nd twin's heart beat mendatar jer..so nurse kt kena tunggu doc pakar dtg n wait 4 their decision..mommy dh rs xsbg hati dh...solat subuh n doa biarla dipermudahkn segalanya..Ya Allah,selamatkanlah kami bertiga..

0700am-0730am
b1st pagi ni mommy xde slera la...tp force gak mkn cz takut nnt ank2 mommt lapar..room mate siap bg lg extra suh mommy mkn..huhu dorg sume baik..heart u la fizi n kak irma!

0745am-0830am
doc pakar dh start round wt check-up..dlm blk tu mommy org 1st..doc tgk result graf CTG pg td..doc tanya mcm2..how's d babies nyer movement?cm biase or rs kurang gerak..huh..mommy pn sometimes confuse..cz baby de 2 kn..but i realise yg d baby on my left side ni xkick mommy this morning..thn doc discuss ngn another doc...last skali thy decide tht we hv to make en emegency operation tht afternoon..doc tanya whn last mommy mkn n i said this morning..doc trus suh puasa..n she told me we gonna make d operation around 2-3pm..

0900am-1100am
1st mommy call abi dulu..abi ckp pg tu pn dier rs cm xde mood nk p keje..patut la..nk jmper rayyan n rifqi dh yer..hikhik..thn mommy call wan n tok babah..bagi tau n minta maaf semua..ye la..kita nk operate ni antara hidup n mati kn..sebut mati tu Sunat..n minta dorg doakn utk kami bertiga..lps2 tu bykla call masuk..from paklong,mkyang n maklong...semua pn call wish me luck n suruh istighfar n selawat byk2...InsyaAllah...byk lg jer org call but mommy cm rs xnk jwb..nk tenangkn fikiran la katakn..hihi

1115am-1230pm
abi dh smpai...teman mommy kt wad semntara tunggu nk operate..thn kt bc yassin same2..alhamdulillah rs tenang blk mommy..thn nurse panggil utk wt shavering..hikhik..cm malula plk org lain nk kena shave kn kt..theeee...thanx nurse!!mommy pn xingt name nurse tu..tp muka dier ingt jer..thn mommy dok lepak lg ngn abi..borak2 tenangkn fikiran..thn lunch smpai tp mommy xleh mkn cz dh kena puasa..mommy pn blh plk lupe suh dorg tinggalkn..kn abi pn blh mkn kn..cian abi..lapar dier..tp abi pn cm xde slera nk mkn..risau kn..mommy,rayyan n rifqi sayang abi!!!

1300pm-1330pm
doc dtg suh mommy sign surat kebenaran...n doc masukkan jarum utk nnt nk masukkan drip nnt..auch!mommy mmg xsuka jarum..nsb la urat senang nk jmper..trus jer masuk..alhamdulillah Allah permudahkn segalanya...pas2 mommy solat zuhur dl..abi pn samer..

1400pm-1415pm
lg skali nurse p'gil masuk dlm bilik blakang..kali ni dorg nk kena masukkn tube utk urine..cz after d operation of cz mommy xblh nk ke toilet dl kn..erm this process hurt..adoiyai..blh plk mula2 nurse ingt dh salah masuk lubang..kluarkn n masukkn semula..actually mmg dh betul dh!!xpasal kena rs skt 2times..haish...

1415pm-1500pm
lepas jer kena masuk tube td h.a dr operation theatre dh tunggu nk bw mommy masuk..ha..cpt nyer?dorg trus suh mommy baring atas katil tu nk sorong p sana.."eh,saya blm jumper hubby saya..." thn nurse kt xpe sy p bg tau hubby awk jp.thn she came back kt abi dh xde kt bilik..ala..xkn xjmpe abi b4 BIG thingi cm ni kn..mommy dh cuak..nsb la org yg nk tolak mommy tu baik sgt..dier tlg cr kn abi..rupenyer abi dh tunggu kt luar cz nnt nk jlnn same2 time mommy kena tolak ke O.T nnt..laju gak dorg tolak...abi senyum je along d way smbil pegang tangan mommy..i knw he smile 2 calm me..n i know he's scared too..smpai kt O.T de dua2 staf nurse pegang borang n tanya few questions kt mommy..thn i was asked to sign de form la..thn they said it's time dh nk masuk dlm n gv us chance to say our last words..sayu sgt waktu tu..mommy pn xtau nk ckp pe..just ckp I Love U je kt abi..abi pn same n dier senyum jer..thn dorg tolak mommy masuk n mommy just wave at abi smpai dh xnmpak each other..takutnyer!!i can see all d lights along d way..sejuk sgt kt dlm ni..mommy yg t'lebih sejuk ke xtaula..thn mommy jmper ngn doc bius..she explain 2me evrytin..n she added,normally org bdn bsr ssh sket nk bius kt spinal tp tu bhgn msg2 kn..Alhamdulillah semua nyer di permudahkn...dgn skali cube jer dorg dh brjaya buse kn mommy..thn mommy kena baring dh..doc tanya can u feel anytin?mmg xde rs pe pn dh..berjaya..yeay!!

1501pm-1601pm
maka bermulalah operasi ke atas mommy..erm mcm rs jer de sumtin yg lalu atas my skin time doc toreh my tummy tu...or maybe just perasaan mommy kot..doc tanya puan ok??ok jer la jwb nyer kn...pas2 mommy cm rs ngntok sesgt..siap tanya doc buse tu..can i sleep??thn she said ok jer anytin she'll kejutkn..theeehehehe..rs nyer lelap la dlm few mnts..thn tejg ble dgr sumtin..n dorg pn cm panic..uik??wht's going on??time tgh kecoh2 tu nsb baik i xjatuh..cz kaki xrase pape kn..tbe2 je cm meleret nk tegolek ke bwh..huish...bahaya gler!!! tp alhamdulillah xde pape..thn i dgr dorg ckp.."1st twin out..1514..."thn mommy dgr my baby cry...trus mommy pn nanges..yeah..2la tangisan kesyukuran..selang seminit.."2nd twin out..1515..."lg lebat la air mata ni..alhamdulillah 2je yg byk kali kluar frm my mouth..sgt syukur as evrytin di permudahkan..alhamdulillah..syukur pd mu ya Allah...thn tbe la time utk "jahit time"..bukan rs pn kn..tp lame gak rupenyer this process..meanwhile dorg brsih2 kn my babies...thn thy bring d 1st twin - rayyan to me.."ok,ths is ur 1st twin..c..it's a boy ya puan..ok..kiss ur mommy.."alahai best nyer rs..chumell nyer ank mommy...ehehehe..thn same 4 d 2nd twin..both my babies sgt la cute..suka3...thn doc bg tau yg d 2nd twin kena dok dlm N.I.C.U for few days...sebak la mommy rs time tu..but thre's good news!!both of my boys no need 2be in d incubator..alhamdulillah...

1601pm-1620pm
dh settle jahit n ble dh stable dorg push mommy 2 d ruang menunggu b4 dihntar ke wad...after d operation bdn nie jd sejuk sgt..i was shivvering like mad!!thn ckp kt nurse tu..saya sejuk sgt ni..thn dorg letak satu blanket merangkap heater kt bdn mommy..barula lega sket..my twinnies were place at d station beside me..cm nmpk dorg frm jauh jer..both thm kena letak bwh lampu kuning cm utk warm thm..thn de one nurse bring rayyan to me to let me practise breastfeed...xberjaya..he cm blm pndai nk isap..huhu..thn try wth rifqi plk..he's good tp mulut plk kecik cm xblh nk isap..cian both ank2 mommy..xpe2 nnt kt trus kn usaha utk blajar isap kay boys..thn d babies di bawa ke N.I.C.U utk check-up n mommy ditolak ke wad..time kluar dr OT,mommy tgk abi xde thn nurse ckp abi p ikut d twins..utk Azan n Iqamat kn dorg...

1620pm-7.00pm
smpai kt wad dlm bilik tu br de sorg jer mommy n her baby..thn dorg dh pndhln mommy ke katil wad..adoi..rs la skt cm terentak..tp ok lg..thn de 2nurse nk kena 2ka mattress cover..byk drh so kenala 2ka..thn abi pn dtg..mommy salam n cium tgn abi thn abi cium mommy..cm terharu plk tht time..hikhik..abi dh siap2 blkn air milo 4mommy cz tau mst la mommy sgt lapar..thanx hubby!!love u..thn abi crite la rayyan ade kt nursery luar but rifqi still kena stay dkt dlm N.I.C.U cz kadar gula dlm bdn rifqi rndah..cian ank mommy..kenala mommy tunggu to spend time wth both thm...kul6 lps tu mommy dh blh mkn..abi pn suap wth food yg provided...pas2 dh xblh nk stay..so mommy pn kenala rehat n tunggu abi dtg d next day..

* i was thn discharcged on d 3rd day after doc cnfirm evrytin is okay..my jahitan alhamdulillah dh kering n doc kt..
"ha..cantekk.."hikhik..thn doc pn ckp rayyan pn dh blh blk..alhamdulillah...pas2 mommy dpt call frm umi lis yg keje kt wad sebelah tht rifqi pn dh blh discharged 2day..alhamdulillah..Allah permudahkn segalanya...

d twinnies is home!!

alhamdulillah...after 3days mommy n d twinnies dh blh blk umah..yess!!!we're finally home evry1!!yeay!!mommy la d happiest prson as i don't have 2spend another day in d hosp kn..total of 9days tu..wahh like so long la plk..mommy over skt sometimes..hikhik bukan ape..ble kt hosp,hubby xde..evrytin kena wt sndr..so xdpt nk manje2..mn blh xmanje kn?thee...
wan n tok babah plus anis awal2 lg dh dtg n sgt la xsabar nk bw d twinnies home..1st month ni mommy kena brpantang dkt tmn.U dl..blm blh blk peejay as mommy pn operate so long distance x digalakkn la..xpela..as long as abi ader mommy dh ok..tp cian kt wan n tok babah..xpe2 nnt mommy dh kuat sket n rayyan n rifqi pn dh bsr kt blk peejay kay..xsbr plk rs..
whn we arrive home, nenek n mak usu nurul dh tunggu..bilik pn dh siap 4mommy n d twinnies..2day d twinnies dh 3days old..time ni dorg tdo je la...just ble nk susu they'll start nanges..n rifqi ader style nanges yg agak merisaukn sume org..org tua2 ckp "nanges smpai kejat2".haish..nape la anak mommy ni..risau wan n nenek tau..xpe2 sayanag rayyan n rifqi kay..xoxo

so ni la gmbr2 baby br blk frm hosp...

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rayyan & rifqi

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my aiyen n ikky day3...


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niyaz al rayyan


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niyaz al-rifqi

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dedicated to my twinnies...

Birth Announcements

Birth Announcements

welcome 2d world darling...
mommy n abi heart both u very2 much sayang...
rayyan n rifqi..mommy n abi's heroes...

welcome 2d world my dear twinnies...

2day is d day!!!pg td mommy as usual kena wt d CGR test...n 4d past 2days ni mmg doc de kt my 2nd twin nyer heart beat cm not so stabil..bunyi mcm jauh..risau mommy ble dgr cm2 kn..but ble doc wt susulan alhamdulillah ok semula but this morning doc de ckp brite yg xbrape best la..as d nurse wt CGR test this morning,my 2nd twin nyer heart beat cm ssh sgt nk dgr..makin jauh jer n xbrape active..d graph tunjuk yg d 2nd twin nyer heartbeat statik..
mommy trus jd panic n doc trus ckp yg "it's time 2bring out d babies..."what??now??like 2day doc??ha..cm2 la mommy nyer reaction..i'm happy cz finally mase yg mommy tunggu2 dh smpai..i'm gonna meet my twinnies 4d 1st time..yeay!!!hepy,takut,nervous plus mcm2 la feeling cmpur2 dlm hati mommy ni..doc trus suh mommy puasa n will do d operation around 3pm..lg 6jam jer..trus call abi n he seems shock gak..thn i called my ibu..explain 2her evrytin n knowing my mom,she start dh nanges..ibu mn yg xrisau kn..
start tu d news dh spread out..ramaila yg call n wish me luck..xlame abi pn smpai n temankn mommy..1st thing ble nmpk abi mommy peluk abi kuat2..cz mommy takut sgt ni..thn ktorg pn bc Surah Yassin same2..semntara tgh tunggu je ni utk di bawak ke operation theatre...doakn kami bertiga yer..
2my twinnies rayyan n rifqi,
jp lg kt akan jmper..mommy xsabar ni..kuat2 yer ank2 mommy!!
xoxo

waiting..

dh5days mommy admitted...n doc ckp d twins conditions r stable..so we still can wait n give them chance to grow n gain weight more...tp mommy plk yg boring..huhu dh la jauh ngn abi...ptg2 jer blh jmpe whn visiting hours...tu pn dptla dlm 1hour...tgk abi pn cm dh penat ulang alik hospital kn...but he always smile 2give mommy smangat..dlm hati dier mommy tau yg dier pn sgt risau 4 d three of us...mommy, rayyan n rifqi sayang abi tau...

we r admitted..

2day mommy kena admitted dkt hosp...byk tol bnda pg ni...kn sepatutnya mommy nk lapor diri 4my new job on 4th kn tp xsempat la plk...huhu..so pg2 ni mommy n abi p jmpe d person in-charge nk mohon utk tangguh utk lapor diri smpai mommy abis pntang nnt..but we dh discuss awal2..if he said xblh..kami redha..mknanya bukan rezki mommy nk keje kt c2 kn...
so pg tu b4 gerak ke hosp bsr..mak msk kn ikan tempoyak..cz dr last week mmg mommy teringin sgt nk mkn tempoyak but xsempat nk msk..so tht morning i mkn dl ns dgn ikan tempoyak..mmg favourit mommy tp mood n slera xde..cmne nk mkn ble risau kn..thn mommy n abi p hosp..smpai kt hosp bsr, they did d standard procedure..VE (Vaginal Examination)...tekejut sgt mommy tht time..xde warning tau..huhu..
lame mommy kt dlm bilik saringan tu..smpai abi pn call risau cz he has 2wait outside.thn they start wt CGR to check d babies heart beat..n according to thm their heartbeat r still stable..Alhamdulillah...
later thn,doc in-charge dtg..he explained dkt hospital sultanah aminah d ventilation machines r all occupied..he said tht mommy need 2b send to hospital sultan ismail cz dorg dh reserve kn d ventilation machine 4us there..so mommy kena naik ambulance..ha?biar btul...abi kena drive our car there plk..so mommy naik d ambulance wth one nurse..dier yg jg mommy along d way...laju gler..sepnjang pejalanan tu mommy baca mcm2 ayat n byk2 ngucap n istighfar...
whn we arrived at hospital sultan ismail n mommy turun jer frm ambulance..mommy nmpk abi dh tunggu...Alhamdulillah n dlm ati ckp laju nyer abi drive...huhu..after all d procedures..mommy kena p jmpe pakar dkt c2..his name is dr.Rajesh..a very nice doc..he did d doppler reading n he said d graf seems getting better..y not we give d babies chance to grow n gain weight more..but he said that they promise to observe mommy evry 4hours especially d part to hear their heartbeat..so mommy kena admitt ptg tu..trus nanges cz kt hosp gomen ni hubby xblh teman kt bilik...i hv 2be alone mlm2 nnt..tp 4 my babies xpela kn...ape pn mommy sanggup 4both u sayang...
so mommy's twinnies,
be strong ya...anak2 mommy mst kuat cm mommy kn!!
rayyan n rifqi..our heroes...

mommy n my preggy fwens...

erm..evryday abi la org yg paling setia visit mommy at d hospital..ye la hr2 biasa sume org pn keje..thn hosp sultan ismail ni pn cm jauh frm our place..wan n atok babah pn mommy ckp xyah la dtg cz wt masa ni mommy ok jer..cian plk dorg nk kena travel frm peejay all d way kn..so mommy ckp once mommy dh nk kena give birth nnt br wan n atok babah dtg kay..hikhik..
since mommy admitted dh ramai kwn mommy kt cni..de yg dok sehari,2hari n yg dok stakat few hours pn ade ble labour room dh full..hehe..mommy ingt i'm d only one ygkena dok cni lame2..rupenye de ramai la lg preggy mommy yg de complication..sian dorg..yg dh dok kt hosp sebulan pn ade..mommy nye room mate la 2..
hehe..her name is kak irma..carrying her 2nd baby..she de komplikasi kedudukan uri di bawah..people wth this kind of complication kena duk kt hosp cz any time blh jd bleeding n jd tumpah darah...seram jer dgr ek..alhamdulillah la mommy n my twinnies xde kena cm2..since dh a week ktorg dok same2 kt dh jd close la n dh jd senior kt ward tu..hehe..so when ever de org br kt c2 mst kami interview..hehe
so mommy pn xla rs sedey n bowink sgt ble dh de geng kn..lgpn geng mommy yg dlm pewot ni pn always teman mommy kn ;)..ha..lupe nk crite..since now ni upin ipin mmg tgh femes..mommy ni d gelar "mommy upin ipin kt cni..hehe..ble d nurse nk check baby nyer jntung jer mst dorg akan ckp.."so,upin n ipin..howwa u 2day?..betul,betul,betul..."
erm evryday d routine cm2 la..as early as 4a.m nurse akan dtg tuk wt check-up..like mommy yg carry "upin n ipin" ni ;) kena wt CGR evryday..cz doc kena observe their heart beat..time wt CGR tu mmg xslesa sgt.cz kena stay still jer,if not nnt d reading cm xbtl plk nnt..thn kul6.30 mommy mnd n solat subuh..thn 7.30 b1st dh smpai...mkn2 dh jd ngantok la plk..thn t'tdo la smbil tunggu doc pakar dtg wt check-up..after d chech-up normally mommy smbung tdo..kn mlm2 ssh nk dpt tdo kn..erm thn mkn lg 4lunch plk..kr nyer evryday mommy nyer routin is mkn n tdo je plus tgk tv...thn ptg abi dtg around 5.30pm..time tu la nk lps rindu n manje2...thn evrytime abi nk blk, sure la mommy nk nages..haish mommy...manjer ke ngade2 nih..hikhik...
cm2 la mommy spend most of d time d wad..mkn n tdo plus tv...boring but wht 2do kn..kena dok kt cni so tht doc blh observe my twinnies condition..n so far they r doing fine..
abg n adik...be strong ya dear...mommy n abi mmg xsbr nk jmper abg n adk but stay dl ya..mommy nk ank2 mommy kuat n gain more weight dl..ok..sa...yang...my twinnywinnies...xoxo

d day...

since last few weeks check-up were fine mommy n abi dh xrisau sgt bout our twinnies condition...but 2day pe yg mommy n abi worry all this while dh jd...according 2 d "doppler reading" yg doc buat, their size dh jauh beza semula..n frm d reading doc detect aliran darah utk d 2nd twin makin berkurang..he said "this is d time..,u have 2be admitted so we can observe u n ur babies..." my heart pump so fast..ya Allah, slamatkanlah kami bertiga..
thn doc explain it's better if kt kluarkn baby awal n observe dr luar, if baby still dkt dlm n if action lmbt lg mcm2 hal blh jd..so mommy n abi ckp kt doc just do wht's best 4 our babies..thn doc buatkn refer letter utk mommy admitted ke hospital bsr..he said d best is dkt hosp besar (hospital sultanah aminah) as facilities lengkap plus all d pakar yg de kt jhr ade kt c2..mommy n abi ikut jer...
blk umah abi explain to mak n ayah 'bout d babies condition..mommy pn trus call ibu n babah n explain to thm gak..insyaAllah with all d prayers from all our love ones...
ya Allah,slamatkanlah aku dan anak2 dlm kndungan ku ini..
lindungilah kami ya Allah...Amin...
to my twinnies..,
hang on buddies..xlama je lg kt akan jmpe ye rayyan n rifqi..
anak2 mommy kena kuat ya...mommy n abi sayang kamu!!!